Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete

Shinai naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete (2022)

EndedScripted showDrama, Thriller, Mystery

To most people, Eiji Urashima seems like a pretty typical university student. He goes to class, studies when he should, and has fun hanging out with his friends. But what most people don't know is that Eiji is the son of a serial killer. Known for murdering female university students in horrendous ways, Eiji's father has built quite a reputation for himself. As much as Eiji abhors what his father does, there's nothing he can do to stop him. As if being the son of a serial killer wasn't bad enough, Eiji often suffers from memory blackouts, and they seem to be getting worse. Beginning to fear he may be sharing his life with an alternate personality, Eiji's fears only escalate when a new murder takes place, a murder which exactly matches the style of his sadistic father.

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Scheduleevery Wednesday at 22:00 (45 min)

Recent Episodes

EpisodeNameAirdate
S01E09E09nov. 30, 2022
S01E08E08nov. 23, 2022
S01E07E07nov. 16, 2022
S01E06E06nov. 9, 2022
S01E05E05nov. 2, 2022
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Also known as

  • My Dearest Self with Malice Aforethought
  • 亲爱的我饱含杀意 (China)
  • 親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて (Japan)
  • Мое дорогое я со злым умыслом (Russian Federation)
  • У моего дорогого Я дурные намерения (Russian Federation)

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